Big mess in my biggest game!

[Loudwhistle]

I'll bet every reff on here with even a little experience has had games like this. You had a few screw ups but the cool thing with you is you're willing to listen to how to improve. Meditating on how to improve or change things for the next game is very important. I've worked with some guys that won't change their ways and continue to be a sucky reff! Some of the areas that you feel bad about you will most likely improve on since you know own them with your mind. Good luck and thanks for an interesting post, I feel your pain.