I Was Terrible...

[Juulie Downs]

Originally Posted by bc7

I know I was probably being too hard on myself, but I just felt awful. First time on the floor in nearly a month probably didn't help, nor the fact that my evaluator was there.

I suggest that instead of just flagellating yourself, you use this as a "learning opportunity". Think your way back through the games and write down (or at least note in your mind) two or three things that you had questions about, or you feel you didn't handle correctly. Then contact your assignor and ask the questions, and discuss the sitches to see what you should have done, or how to avoid the problems. This way, you can feel that the game was worth the time since you got something out of the game other than a paycheck.