Staying Excited

[a4caster]

Hey y'all,
I've been going through some frustrating times. I would be considered a semi-veteran with plenty of experience in the lower levels. I am at the experience level where one usually gets a decent varsity schedule. But, it just isn't happening. In fact, it seems that when the assignor posts an available game and I sign up for it, it's like I have to prove that I deserve the game. Most of the schools around seem to appreciate me but I don't get many calls. Now don't get me wrong; I accept the fact that you must crawl before you walk and work your way up. The problem is that the love of the game is fading away. The desire to lace up the shoes and get on the court just isn't there anymore. I vowed that after I got promoted to Certified (the highest level in state) that I would stay in until the body can't take it. But, now I'm not sure. Anyone else ever gone through, or going through, a lack of confidence period?