Couldn't pull the trigger... and frustrated

[btdt]

I have a novel idea.
Talk to your assignor about it.
Thats what I did a number of years ago.
After a ten minute conversation, he hasn't questioned any of my ejections.
The quality of my assignments improved to the point I couldn't fit any more "good games" (what ever that means) on my schedule unless I was willing to work the midnight shift. Though I don't rack up large numbers, I no longer think twice when it is time to eject and I think I have become a better umpire by not worrying about things I can't control anyway.
Good Luck.