A little bummed

[Freddy]

Originally Posted by representing

. . . I really f*cked things up, but I've learned . . .

Apparently something you have not learned is that no one around here really appreciates your language, in spite of the asterisks. This tells us all something about you, and it doesn't reflect well on you as an official. You always say how you want to get better, how you're learning. Clean up your posts and learn to communicate as a professional, or you're going nowhere.
Just stop it.