Unless you are a body builder, I have high doubts you'll be able to be as good as the male pitchers. Its just inthe anatomy of it all. I would work on being a solid fielder. The Pitcher is an important player on the field, but in no way the most important. All players command the field in some aspect. A pitcher is nothing without the ability to field a ball. So I highly suggest you work on the fielding, and batting. But again, i've never seen you, and know nothing about you, so you could be like some East German gal, and kick my arse. In any case, just dont get all hyped up about being a Pitcher, its a messy job, and can't function without the 8 people helping him out