[JRutledge]

If you are going to games and you are not enjoying the experience, it is time to give it up. Do yourself a favor, you do not need this. But if you really think you will miss officiating, cut back on what you do. I would reduce those games in half. Work only 50 games and cut back on the worst part of that schedule. I would leave the "wreak" ball alone and work only high school or junior high if you can stomach this. And if you need to cut back on girl's basketball or boy's basketball, I would do that too. Focus on other things than whether or not you can work the most games and try to enjoy the experience again. Maybe then you will find your love back for the sport. If you have invested 15 years to this thing, I am sure you will love officiating more if you just focus on a smaller part of the hobby.

Peace