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Your sense of loss must be overwhelming some days. I hope you'll always know that there is a love and strength that will always be with you. No one undertands how you feel better than our Lord does. The best way to honor your daughter will be to be the honorable man, Christian, (father if you have other kids,) and husband that she would want you to be. Also, always try to keep her best qualities, of which she obviously had many, alive. As for your uniform and how you wish to do something, you have had many good suggestions. What is it that you really want to do and what will be meaningful to you? It is such a personal thing. Do what you need to do and don't look back! Hang in there. Many people are still praying for you and your family. Have a great season. And if you need some extra support post here. There's some good guys who will respond with support!