I can't tell if he's trying to say he uses officiating as a self-esteem exercise, or if he's implying that the rest of us (who are performing as per instructions from thousands of different instructors, clinics, books, etc) should label our performance as worthless.
I'm also puzzled by the idea that 7 pages worth of responses telling him he's wrong somehow equals the more vociferous of us being labelled as bullies. (And wondering if I'm one of the two!
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