thanks for the feedback....different strokes for different folks.
Also, talking to myself on a FG is not related to the whistle not being in my mouth...although in the case above it sure reenforced it...I always talk to myslef as an R saying things like: "arm going forward or fumble?" "helmet contact on QB or clean?" "Roughing or running into kicker..blocked into or not" etc.
Plus talking to myself assures coaches and fans I am in fact a bit crazy!