I get the same way. Not sure why either, I think it is because there are so many borderline calls in
VB, at MS level they expect you to let more go, but ball handleing at Varsity IMO is somethign that is not well defined. How much do you let go, when it is too ugly not to call, ugly is not always illegal...there is just a lot that is umpire descretion and it is hard for me anyway to feel real confident until after a few games. I feel the same way, I would walk onto any softball field and be fine, but at Varsity
vb still feel like a newby! Your not alone!!!