I was so scared and nervous, I did not remember where it was or whether it was girls or boys. It was just a blurr. I do remember my first season of full varsity games, and the first one that year I was scared like a deer in headlights. I was breathing so hard and felt dizzy. So if you did not feel confrontable, get in line, I am sure I was not the only one that felt that way. But do not fell bad about it. It is not that much different than riding a bike for the first time, you are terrified at first, but after awhile, you do not even think about what you are doing, you just do it.
Good Job and stay positive.