Need some motivation

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My first camp of the summer starts Thursday. My season ended on a real down note (that's a whole other story), I seriously considered retiring until my wife talked me out of it. I have reffed a total of three games since the regular bball season ended.

Anyway, camp starts in two days and I am just not that excited. Normally, by this point I would hardly be able to concentrate on work for the next day and a half, but not now. A supervisor for a major D1 league will be in attendance and I think I have a chance to get hired, but I am worried that my attitude (at present) will hurt my chances. I still enjoy being on the court and I still believe I have a chance to impove and go up the ladder...I am just in a rut right now.

Any advice?